The First, 1

The sky is dark blocking the rays of the sun....making it difficult for me to look for the right. At times it feels like it wants to avoid me. Life still seems like a big blackness.....all the colors mixed to it. Sometimes.....like a ray of light, that black light is broken and instead of the blackness bursting into a thousand pieces it just seems as if the whiteness of life and clarity seeps out of it which then flows and through a prism and displaying all colors of life from which dreams are painted, design is inspired and forming another art of life.

Many people find beauty in the color white or the other colors consisted in it, I find beauty black, in darkness where every color has its own distinction unlike white which strains the eye. Taking the scene of a beach, during the day, the suns rays fall on it(the sand or the sea) which are reflected and if that were to be captured on a painting it, the point of reflection would be painted white against the blue sea or in lighter shade than the prominent blue or the honey-ish sand. Taking the same scene at night, the sun has set and the moon is high in the night sky, above the sand where its light is not caught by the sand or the sea for the rays are distant and lifeless (suns rays help in photosynthesis, promoting life). But if you look at the sky then you shall notice that the stars shine a certain warm light which is received by the eye. As compared to the moon, the stars produce light not merely reflect the sun's rays and not forgetting the sun is also a star.

This is the scenario of my life in short. You must have noticed the way i have drifted from my views about color and how black stands out and then carrying it on moving to the way light is received and perceived, mentioning the warm stars, the bright sun and the frozen moon. And then i tell you this is the scenario of my life.....can you link the relations....can you think the way i think.....obviously not being another individual but you can still, perhaps, understand the way I feel but to make things easier, for that let me introduce myself.......

Signed,

Anonymous.